Well as u know T has been having his avoidance issues with school for over a week now, we have the jar with his money in for going each day, well yesterday he came out of school screaming at me about the 2 dententions he had been given and he has to do them 2moro.
He said it was for not finishing his work in numeracy & literacy and for not asking for help if he didnt know what he was doing, this was justified by T as 'i dont want to ask the teacher anything'.
So all last night he was in a rite state, swearing about his teacher, calling her all the names under the sun, hurting me and self harming which ended with him really hurting himself bad when he smacked himself in the head with the rubiks cube VERY hard. Then he told me he wants to kill himself, along with telling me to stab him so he dies
at this point i left a message on our family support workers mobile.
I cant take anymore and when T was VERY adament he is not going to school, i told him what would happen to me if he didnt go, this made no difference.
In the end T went to his room screaming & crying and this was all about 11pm last night, i sat and i had a good cry when he was in his room, when will we ever get help we desperately need?
Got up this monring dreading what was going to happen (plus its my first day on my course!) and when i turned the tap on, no water! foned a neighbour and yep another burst water pipe in our area and what happens when this happens? sch is closed! so sch is closed, T is happy coz he doesnt want to go to sch and i cant make my first day on my course
Family support worker has called and he is coming earlier 2day about 2pm instead of 3.30pm so he can have a good chat with T and to talk to me about emergency help that we need pronto. He says T is a very mixed up little boy and very confused about a lot of things. I know that, he knows that but the powers that be choose to ignore it, pretty sad to think a child's life is so unimportant to these people
ive bin in tears this morn obviously T does not see me, he is busy playing with friends and on his bike, happy as larry he is not at sch 2day.
If T doesnt go to sch 2moro i may aswel kiss goodbye to hell of a lot of things in life